“Arms”

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the startYou put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I’m home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around?
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ’cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home

The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I’ve never opened up
I’ve never truly loved ’til you put your arms around me
And I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go

You put your arms around me and I’m home

The Long Night Story…

Speechless, tanpa bisa berkata dan menulis…

Begitu menyakitkan kejujuran cerita semalam, entahlah dia telah berjalan jauh dariku tanpa bisa aku imbangi langkahnya. Mungkin lebih baik aku melepaskannya supaya dia bisa lebih bebas dan bahagian dengan keinginannya, tanpa harus terbebani dengan aku dan keinginanku. Memang berat menerima kenyataan ini, tapi aku bisa berbuat apa?

Semoga kamu bahagia dengan keputusan yang telah kamu ambil, maaf aku tidak bisa selalu berada  di sisi mu lagi, teramat menyakitkan kejujuranmu itu, bahkan kamu sendiri tidak tahu harus mengambil langkah apa untuk mempertahankan ku.

Sekali lagi maaf…

“Jar Of Hearts”

No, I can’t take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that’s waiting is regret
Don’t you know I’m not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you’re asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I’ve learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you’re back
You don’t get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin’ ’round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?